You claim you don’t know why you are the way you are. It’s your attachment issues. He was mean. He never saw you. He never respected you. Then he left. You will spend the rest of your life seeking validation foot men in anyway possible and the best way you’ve found so far is to become entertainment.
Watch her eyes go completely blank. This is the exact moment she realizes she would rather be here than anywhere else. Here, treated like a fleshlight with a pulse. Here, not respected or cared for. Here, face on the floor with no wants morals or dignity. It is here you realize submission is bliss.